Wednesday, 1 October 2008

The feeling of missing

Without fearing being misunderstood, I may not miss you in itself. I miss someone very close, miss the intimacy, and someone who is kind and can really care about me. My body and soul miss such a person and it was you. You made me remember the closeness, intimacy and true care from others that I have not fel for a long time - for four years!

At the same time, my brain, my head, my heart, they are longing for you. This longing is specific, and it s you. I cannot think of anyone serious but you now. I am drawn to you because of your specialness.

There is this two layers of missing inside me.